A cold rainy morning this 30th of May, shattered by the thrill of emotions, bursting from the inside. As little as it may seem but there really are things that is beyond our reach and control. The things that goes through our minds that little did we know would prevail.
As early as childhood we faced so many trials that would seem so enormous without even realizing that whatever decision we made back then would be the same thing that would define us now, how we walk, talk, and present oneself.
So now it makes me wonder, what were the choices I was given in order for me to have come this far in life? What were the good and bad decisions? What were the factors that greatly made that contribution in my life, and I wonder if I ever came up short with those decisions that I made. Did I ever make a step back to assess things? What would have really worked for me, things such as those…. I really wonder.
Now I still make decisions in order to adapt, survive, and stand tall before anyone, but, should I be doing It alone? Should I be the only one to assess myself? But if there is someone would she understand these decisions? would she support me through these times? would she let me run and then catch me if I trip? would she do these things? For me to be able to give me that power and strength I so dearly need?
Now comes this question, I am an ordinary guy with limited capacity to work things out, so… would she really leave me behind just like that?
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